Time Flies.... It's running in lightning speed. Why do I say so?? Because the foundation year in UTAR had already finished. Now I'm having the holiday before entering to degree year. And sorry that, I didn't update my blog for a period of time, because of my laziness, and my "buzy-ness".
Today, my family and I had a nice outing to Ipoh and Bercham. So precious, we had a long time didn't go Ipoh like before we did. Now, 3 of my siblings also leave Kampar due to the job. And very soon, I'll leave Kampar also, for my studies. Oh god! My feeling is so complicated everytime I talk about this. One hand, I feel so happy because I can start my interest, broadcast comm. On the other hand, I have to leave Kampar, a place I lived for 18 and a half years, a place where I grown up, a place where I start my life, a place where my family lived for many years, and a place of my root. Of course, I'll back Kampar also. However, sigh... This will not be a home which I can go back after school, after tuition classes, from working everyday. The home-leaving this time, will not be the same with the time I leave home for NS. This time, will be forever. Although many of my friend also experience this, and they're all studying at other states, or even other countries. But don't know why, I feel like my feeling is much far complicated. Finally, I can experience this feeling, which I not really want to feel right now. What I mentioned is really true. After the 3 years of degree, I'll work at KL forever and ever.
This is another very important junction in my life. Will I have my way after turning out of the junction?? Will that way really suit me and lead me to a bright future?? I can confirm it. But what I confirmed now is, I'll try my best to adapt another stage of my life... GAMBATE!!
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