I'm going to PJ tomorrow.. Haiz.. Though I'm coming back on Monday after registration again, but the feeling is so complicated. So "berat hati". When I packed my thing these 2 days, I'm thinking that did I pack enough things for my daily use n study there? Did I left out something??
Ya, definitely. I left out my heart here.. All my friends, my parents, my home, my childhood, my 18+ years of life left here.. They're too much and huge that I can't move them to PJ together with me. To get nearer to my dream, I have to sacrifice something. And the things that sacrifice now, is something important in my life.
My personality perhaps. I found that it sounds do serious. All my friends that experience that seems not feeling so strong or what else. Maybe they're same with me, but didn't express it out like what I've did.
It's ok... Everything will be ok. I'll be ok. And YOU also have to be ok. Take care Kampar, all my friends who stil staying at Kampar. Not meaning that friends that stay at other places no need to take care ok? Take care my hamsters, don't fight anymore! and lastly, Take care Dad n Mum!! thanks for your care and love in this 18+ years. I do need it in the future!! Bye~
p/s: Sorry Livy!! I don't know what to say but sorry bout the incident.
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I've been so long time didn't go for a trip.. I think about 1 years.
And now, so happy and excited I went for a tiny minnie trip with my friends, my closest friends from secondary school until now. We went to Penang~~
Ho!! Most of the time occupied in this trip is on transportation.. Bus, taxi, bus, bus, taxi.............. and what I want to express here is: THE TAXI FEES WAS EXPENSIVE!!
Act, we didn't go for many places.. Perangin Mall, Gurney Food Court, Hard Rock Cafe and Queensbay mall. Kept rushing with time..... Sadly, I had a sleepless night there. Yam gong-nya.
Although rushing in the whole trip, but I'm so happy to be with my friends!! Love You Guys so MUCH!!
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I got so many things to tell you!! I know it was in the pages of history and we dun have the freedom to talk to each other anymore. Also, you are not forced to listen it!! But i hope to tell you before I leave here.. so that I can leave without any worries and start a new life. Sigh..
But I think I can't make it.. Sorry...........
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几个月前，我家来了两个不速之客。不，应该是两“只”不速之客。它们是我妈带回来的，之前也一直在我怡保的阿姨家。怎么会在这里?！因为我阿姨不要它们了，但搞不懂为什么我妈要带回家。它们到底是什么东东??一双鞋子??不值一提。。。一双耳环??干我屁事啊?！一双眼睛和耳朵?? 太扯了！无聊！！！ 统统不是！！是两只老鼠(hamster)。。
Hamster在大家的字典也应该不会陌生。在我家的字典，更是很熟悉的字眼。因为在我小学的时候，我也养过一只。难搞的是现在有两只，还是一公一母。首先我得提一提它们的名字，因为还蛮有创意和搞笑的。公的，我叫他“荷兰薯”；母的，我叫她“番薯”。因为母的时常东跌西跌的，笨得像番薯，那公的纯粹是为了配合母的。哈哈哈！！！叫着叫着，我却统一地叫了它们“阿薯”。到底是“阿薯”，还是“阿鼠”?? 还不是一样，音同样就是了。哈！
它们都是灰白色的，公的比较多白色，母的看起来比较黑。它们没有很听话，所以都不会放它们出来玩；不像以前那只，放出来任由它翱游我家，因为他很听话。它们更是怕人的家伙。只要我一打开笼门，它们就会逃之夭夭！
不久之前，我惊发现，母的屁股为什么会流那么多血，周围也有很多血迹。天啊！！惊慌的我不知所措，大叫我妈来看！原来母老鼠生小孩了！但令我心痛的是，出生的唯一宝宝都逃不过死神的魔掌，出世不久就活不了了！我的妈啊！超可怜的鼠宝宝。。你父母，还有我还来不及看你长大，你却离开了！
这两只家伙虽为我填了不少麻烦，但有时压力大的时候看着样子可爱的它们跑来跑去，还蛮有趣的~~
闭上眼睛喝水~
跑啊跑！！p/s:那个在前面的很可爱！
p/s:它们的照片超难拍的！！
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Time Flies.... It's running in lightning speed. Why do I say so?? Because the foundation year in UTAR had already finished. Now I'm having the holiday before entering to degree year. And sorry that, I didn't update my blog for a period of time, because of my laziness, and my "buzy-ness".
Today, my family and I had a nice outing to Ipoh and Bercham. So precious, we had a long time didn't go Ipoh like before we did. Now, 3 of my siblings also leave Kampar due to the job. And very soon, I'll leave Kampar also, for my studies. Oh god! My feeling is so complicated everytime I talk about this. One hand, I feel so happy because I can start my interest, broadcast comm. On the other hand, I have to leave Kampar, a place I lived for 18 and a half years, a place where I grown up, a place where I start my life, a place where my family lived for many years, and a place of my root. Of course, I'll back Kampar also. However, sigh... This will not be a home which I can go back after school, after tuition classes, from working everyday. The home-leaving this time, will not be the same with the time I leave home for NS. This time, will be forever. Although many of my friend also experience this, and they're all studying at other states, or even other countries. But don't know why, I feel like my feeling is much far complicated. Finally, I can experience this feeling, which I not really want to feel right now. What I mentioned is really true. After the 3 years of degree, I'll work at KL forever and ever.
This is another very important junction in my life. Will I have my way after turning out of the junction?? Will that way really suit me and lead me to a bright future?? I can confirm it. But what I confirmed now is, I'll try my best to adapt another stage of my life... GAMBATE!!
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Simple figures yet so complicated~
